STRESS LEVEL 99

Looking for jobs is not easy.
I have been looking for 2 months and went for few interview,
Yet I have not gotten any answer.
I am so stress because I am afraid I could not found any jobs.

In this kind of situation, I need supports and words of encouragement from my nearest kin,
But, I receive those from my buddies, friends and relatives rather than my parents.

They do not know how I really feel and yet the words come out from their mouth is really painful to listen.

Say is easier than done,
They simply don't understand the situation.
I am not demanding anything from them,
But, at least think before you talk.

I am kind of person who does not like to say out even though I am very stress.
I often keep it to myself, because I do not want others to suffer because of me.
Yet, they should more or less understand my feelings and what I have done.

I am trying very hard looking for jobs by myself.
I believe the opportunities will soon come.

A year of up and down

It has been years since I posted on my blog. Many things has happen during the period.

I am once leading single life again,
Doing things that I love again,
Spending more time with my precious friends and families,
And also I am back to my favourite sports, Volleyball.

I started to play volleyball when I am in primary 4 but I stopped during the first 4 years of my secondary school due to injuries and family objection.

But I started playing again on the final year of my sec school life.

Well, now I have to keep training and improve myself as I know there is room for improvement.

I lack of competition experience and I get nervous easily if I made mistake.

Just completed my Bachelor 2 months ago and I now have the time to play more volleyball.

Not only that, I also started to enter the working life too by helping at my family company before going to work outside.

It has been a very good experience for me so far and I appreciated this opportunity.

Lastly, I wish and hope that my family will be healthy and happy forever.

불확실성

난 이미 일이 매우 그날 밤에 삭제합니다 있습니다. 난 니가 말한 모든 것을 이해 바랍니다. 당신은 항상 날 당신이 무엇이든 걱정하지 않는 것 생각합니다.난 내가 기다릴이지만 그에게 한계가 있다는 것을 알 필요는 전에 말했다. 내가 걱정하는 것을 가장 당신이 무딘 부하를 향해이 내 사랑을 계속하는 경우.난 내가 기다릴이지만 그에게 한계가 있다는 것을 알 필요는 전에 말했다. 내가 걱정하는 것을 가장 당신이 무딘 부하를 향해이 내 사랑을 계속하는 경우.

Decisions

I wonder will I be more happy if I stay single rather than be in a relationship.

I am not saying that I am not happy at the moment..I just felt that I tend to think too much sometime yet too far.
Always thought it will be easy but it's more than that.

I am starting to lack confidence on myself.

Reunion

Today finally met up with my 2 of my sis a.k.a god sis..
It's been a long time since I met them.
Unfortunately only both of them turn up.
But I am glad to meet both of them.
And Rui Ling sis u became more pretty and u even had a bf now! Gratz!
Wish both of u stay sweet together !
For Huey Min sis stay as u are now.

Wish the best for both of u!

7月14日2012年

Should I ?
I am afraid I might scared ppl off.
Sigh.

<3

7月7日2012年

당신과 처음으로 점심 식사를 가졌어요. 내가 볼 때 매우 기쁘게 생각합니다. 내가 그것을 끝낼 수없는 오전 있지만 대접에 감사드립니다 내가 바쁜 교사 여러분 하니까 그렇지!