My 18th Birthd@y

This is me~

Today is my 18th birthday.yEAH, so happy~ I would like to thx to all my fren who wish me.I m so happy coz dey still rmb~ Yipee.

The 1st part of my celebration is yesterday,i celebrate wif my 4 sis~ Long time no see them,too bad i cnt eat~Coz gigi sakit.So he hav a very nice chat,all of them said i thin oredi.Yup,indeed,coz my gig lor,i hav lose 5kg~ So pity.They also gave me a present!I never expected that,the moment i receive i was so touched! It had been 2 yrs since i laz receive a bday gift. Thx to them. Inside,got a cup, a keychain which 1 of my sis went for a trip to thai n brought for me~ inside also got a bear,graduation bear! haha..They told me they want me like the bear,successfully finish my A level n graduate! Tears almost drop but i tahan~Thx my sis! You all are the best!!

Part 2!

Today i went out with shi yin~ So so happy! Finally can go out wif her..wohoo~~

We met at cs around 12,when i saw her,my mind blank,too nervous ==. Haha,den we chat while we walk to the cinema to buy ticket.OMG! She paid for the ticket n she dnt wan me to pay~NO choice. This is the 1st time in my entire life,a girl paid for me.I was stun for a min.Den we went to wong kok to hav lunch,i ordered noodles n my fav MANGO MILK SHAKE~ We chat that time,hmm,she keep speak english,so i hav to lor,haha~ After the meal,i go pay den we go movie,she told she forget to bring sweater,she afraid it might be cold,lucky i got but no use dao,coz inside nt really cold,aiya~ haha

Anyway,thx to her,i got a wonderful 18th birthday.

H@ppy Birthday Buddy~

Today is the 20th of march. My fren, minako birthday! Happy Birthday! today is also the date that we met laz year~It had been 1 year we knw each other.Lots of up n down during that time.Happy memory~Haha.Time flies very fast,now is already march.Wow,can't imagine huh~

Too bad i can't post the present to her,blame it on me! Nvm,i keep it 1st wait her come back den only give her lor~ Haha~ 6 more days to go! My birthday! Yeah!! So happy n excited already~ HAHA...

Anyway,

Minako,

Wish u happy birthday!

Wish u have a wonderful 18 ahead of you~

Wish u can do more well in ur studies~

Wish u stay smart and always~

Finally 生日快乐! Not copy paste de hor~ haha

What A D@y~

WOW~TODAY,finish lunch,bath went to permas JJ to have my haircut,than my mum go and buy something..When i reach the shop,my hairstylist,Edwin offday! Oh gosh,nvm lor,i wait for the lady boss~ Cos she is a good friend of my mum,n she was busy that time.Than i saw her young daughter,i think is around 5-6 years old.Guess what! She look like just 1 of my friend's friend,Yu wen! LOL,even the hair pattern oso same lor..haha

After the haircut,i m satisfied! At last it is short! Coz my parents said my hair like grass! Ishh!!

Than my bro ask me bring the PSP to holiday plaza for repair,coz my cousin deleted the program!

My pocket gonna have a whole,after installing program,4 games,and a silicon cover=rm 40!

nOT MINE,and i still need top pay..

Nvm la,this is what a brother should do,treat the young 1 better~

On the way home, i also bought McD for my brother to eat..

Let them have a nice day..

I reached home around 5,den hlp my doggy bath lor~

Today,i no spend time with my bible~

Too busy,last weeks i spend 1-3 hour a day

So,today time i will add to tomorrow ~

Actually,bible reading really good,

taught me lot of things~

I really appreciate it~

Thanks to my friend that gave it to me~

As for my birthday,2 weeks more!

Yeah! sO happy,i m looking forward,

i heard 1 or my 4 sis said they wanna gave me surprise wor!

Haha..

I will wait patiently~

I told my mum dnt buy a secret recipe cake,

cause too expensive,i rather ask my mum bring me to eat rather than buying an expensive cake right?

A small cake will do,what matter is 'Sincere'

What a day ==

Goal and target set!

I have awaken tgis time,i have learnt from my mistake,over confident really bring me to hell!

But i have awaken,i set my goal this time.i hav decided to retake the modern maths again in june to grt an A+ in oreder to apply a scholarship,i wanted to do ttaht because i dnt wan to burden my parents,coz i hav let them down.Thus,i choose this path.i will starting my a level course in 2 weeks time at sunway college jb! i m going to strive for it this time.

Furthermore,i wan to study engineering at U.K after i finish my a level. that is the goal that i set fopr myself.

In the relationship part,i wan to woo Minako back..before that,i need to change myself,to become a more holy person.A good person. Than step by step i will move to chirstian.My mum alredy agree wif tat.So,now depends on me how hard i work for it.this year gonna be a tough year for me.

I promise myself,to achieve more than that, and i hope to success this time.

MAY GOD BLESS ME~

I let myself n family down.

Today,i take my Spm results..i m very nervous.

Once i taken the result,i was shocked~

not a good results..beyond my expectation..tears stating to drop but i bear it till i get into my car.

I am very sad,i worked hard in thr end i get nothing i wan to.

I let my friends,famliy down.

I made them dissapointed.

I let myself down.

And i dnt knw how to face my dad..he got such a high expectation on me..

But what i done~

Sorry dad,i let u down~

Tomorrow no more outing,

going to apply MDIS in singapore,

i m oso waiting for my confirmation on poly that will out on 30 Mac~

I really hope that it will succeed~

This also a lesson for me to learn

I promise myself form today,

I will work harder!

Harder than laz time!

The End Is Near~

The end is near.Oh gosh~The result is coming out in 2 days time.I had mentally prepared.I m scared. I scared the result is not what i wan. I am afraid i let my parents my family down.They have high hopes on me and i dnt wish to let them down.

About my studies,still considering,i will apply for both singapore and k.l . I hope that my parents can let me do my own decision on whr to study.

Wrong timing...